pure crap.

im feeling so drained out.

mentally.

physically.

spiritually.

i can't think of any word to describe myself now.

i just want to sleep.

i just want to stand back, and look at things passing me by.

see where do i stand.

i just want to run.

and never stop.

i stare transfixed at something.

but nothing's in my mind.

i feel myself screaming and bursting inside.

but all's calm on the outside.

i really wonder whats on my mind.