I gladly received the Word, but was soon faced with much challenges in my personal life.
Soon after, I lost faith in that prophecy and doubted that the Word was meant for me..
For the past 2 cell group meetings, God moved and stirred in my heart. He gave a Word to me, through me. As I heard myself speak, I was surprised.
The first Word was to prophesy to the dry bones in the valley. The second Word was that God will lead us to the Rock, and on that Rock, we build our foundation.
Both Word were good, yet I had doubts that God used me and maybe because they were "popular" verses and are often used quoted in Church.
But today, as we had leaders meeting, we were playing corporately, I felt God reminding me of the prophecy that was given to me. Then He immediately pointed out how the 2 Words that was given through me in cell group has been confirmed by Pst Kong and Pst Tan.
In my mind, I was still struggling with unbelief. Because both verses were popular verses and during this season of time, you tend to hear them a lot.
So in my mind I was thinking of Moses, and how he raised his arms in worship and that gave the Israelites the victory. So I thought to myself "if there's a mention of Moses and him lifting in arms, I believe"
Soon after, Pst Tan spoke of Moses and how he raised the bronze staff and rallied the Israelites together.
I was amazed. Then I asked God why then is there such a long wait. He then reminded me of another prophecy, which was given to me many years ago, under my first/second CGL.
It said that I am like an arrow in the quiver. I do not know when I would be used, however in the process of waiting, my character, behaviours and beliefs and being moulded. And once I'm being released by God, the arrow will hit the bulls eye.
Immediately I felt the peace of God in my heart, knowing that He is in control of the entire situation and He still remembers me.
Though I was faithless, God remained faithful and He keeps His promises.
In this season, I felt a deeper need to be consecrated for Him. A deeper need to be in depth with His Word and His presence.
I thank God for not forsaking me and remembering the promises He made.
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