happy birthday to me!

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CHANGE! Pastor Tan shared about change and how we should embrace change. I'm watching Channel News Asia and some CEO of some mega company is saying that to way to success is to anticipate change, and change immediately when chances occur.

how should we embrace change then?

i guess its really being selfless. not thinking about yourself, thinking that its always someone's else fault or that somebody else should change. why not, you do the changing and maybe the world would be a better place?

and it increases your value too!

i was thinking of several points after service yesterday and decided to CHANGE on these points

• to control my emotions, not to be emotionally dead. (Pastor Yong actually asked me this question and told me not to be emotionally closed up. How did he know? i've no idea.)
• To be a good steward of God's money
• To stop procastinating and start going for my driver's licence
• To finish reading the bible!!!

change change change change change!

my progress with speaking proper english has been quite successful. though my smses are getting slightly longer than usual, or just extremely short, i'm glad that i'm not exactly speaking much singlish. thats a good change! ;)

SOT registration is open, but i've no idea if i'm able to enroll this year because my National Service ends only on May 5, and SOT starts on Apr. BUT, for the bulk of Apr, i'll be overseas, either Taiwan or Brunei for my training. so i've no idea if i'm still able to enroll as i'll miss one whole month of lessons.

somebody enlighten me!?

we had our company cohesion earlier today. we played this game similar to the amazing race, minus the road blocks and fast forwards.

basically, we're given 4 sheets of paper, different points on each set of paper and the difficulty of the questions are based on the points awarded. hints were given to us and we've to guess the location, take a picture of the location with all the team members in it.

found myself finding out more about singapore, its landmarks and history. i thought that it was really interesting and meaningful.

i've been trying to speak and reply my smses in proper english. trying to cut down on the singlish too. i think my standard of english has dropped, thus i shall now attempt to restore it. help me out! if you hear me speaking in singlish, or using broken english, correct me so that i can change and learn from it!

;)

God is so very good to me.

so many small little things that happened, but it made a huge difference in that moment.

i had a friend driving me to camp, and back home for 2 days (save transport fares)

i had a trooper driving me back to KHC because i had work to do (save transport fares)

i had free supper that cost 100+ total at geylang

i had a ride down to church, JW premises, on sunday morning by sharon wan

i had a ride to jurong point by kaikeong

i had my "boss" treating me a meal today

i had my hair cut and its good

and loads more. God is good eh? but of cos, i sowed before reaping all these blessings! if i can total up the blessings, it has already out weighed the amount i've sowed into the house of God.

indeed! when i build God's house, He'll build mine too!

all i want for christmas is...

1. iPod
2. Jacket (Polo)
3. Shoes (Leather and Casual)
4. PSP
5. More Shirts and Jeans

make my wishes come true!!

feel so caged up. like a bird thats stuck in a cage, thinking that its free, but in reality, its stuck in its cage.

need a breakthru in the spiritual realm. there's definitely more than what there is now. i'm very sure and i'm really yearning for a breakthrough.

not sure if these are the solutions to the breakthrough, but i'm sure that they'll definitely contribute to the breakthrough.

i must really learn to love people whole heartedly, especially lost souls. thats like the heartbeat of God and thats what Jesus did most of the time. loving people whole heartedly, getting to know them personally, then changing their lives completely.

i must also stop thinking of the great things. maybe i should just look at short term goals and work towards them first. no point planning for great and wonderful stuffs when i can't even plan for small and insignificant stuffs.

i must not adopt that i-know-it attitude. must be open and receive from others, even though they maybe younger than i am or inexperienced.

i must not be quick to judge/conclude.

i must not be like a christian that has been around for 10-20 years, but a christian that seems that everything is still new and fresh.

haiz.

i wanna be alone, by myself, and see the face of God.