Travelling

Travelling on the train and buses are somewhat becoming really private.

On the journey, I reflect on my thoughts, actions and future.

As much as I find myself holding on to the past, I confess and visualise a positive future.

Need to lean on God more.
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The Prodigal

Life's kinda too short to be stuck in the past.

I am moving forward, speaking positive confessions, believing in myself and God.

Time to be bold, consecrated and courageous.

Filled with the love of God, receiving and giving His love freely.

I will smile in the face of adversities, strengthen my strengths and manage my weaknesses.

I will be upward looking, not inward; at my own weaknesses and imperfections. God is able and He will.

I will learn from every experience, because He's gonna use them all, for someone that needs and for me to grow.

I will be who God called me to be.

Joel

It's been a million years since I last blogged. Feeling rusty.

Still deciding if I should write about that person. But I think it's rather redundant now. She's not gonna read it and she's happier than before.

Perhaps I just got myself to blame. My actions propelled her away and being 50,000 miles apart, it is really quite difficult to hold on to me; something that hurt you so much all the time.

Recent revelation shook me up a little. I guess I never wanted to know, even though the possibly is great. I haven't really dealt with it and I guess because I'm ready for it, God revealed it.

Was like a floodgate of emotions, but this time, I was able to control my emotions pretty well. I felt stronger and in control.

Thank God for a really understanding friend at that ungodly time.

To you, and you, I am really happy for you both.

Joel