feel so caged up. like a bird thats stuck in a cage, thinking that its free, but in reality, its stuck in its cage.

need a breakthru in the spiritual realm. there's definitely more than what there is now. i'm very sure and i'm really yearning for a breakthrough.

not sure if these are the solutions to the breakthrough, but i'm sure that they'll definitely contribute to the breakthrough.

i must really learn to love people whole heartedly, especially lost souls. thats like the heartbeat of God and thats what Jesus did most of the time. loving people whole heartedly, getting to know them personally, then changing their lives completely.

i must also stop thinking of the great things. maybe i should just look at short term goals and work towards them first. no point planning for great and wonderful stuffs when i can't even plan for small and insignificant stuffs.

i must not adopt that i-know-it attitude. must be open and receive from others, even though they maybe younger than i am or inexperienced.

i must not be quick to judge/conclude.

i must not be like a christian that has been around for 10-20 years, but a christian that seems that everything is still new and fresh.

haiz.

i wanna be alone, by myself, and see the face of God.