Back from an awesome service by Pastor Tan.

We had a guest singer, Zac Kao, from Hong Kong coming to share with us his testimony.

Basically his testimony was about how he led a carefree life, getting into relationships and all sorts. His testimony was amazing. I really feel that he touched on many sensitive areas that many young people are struggling with, or are just confused about.

As he was sharing his testimony, I really couldn't help but be amazed by his courage.

It is really not easy to stand up on stage, share with everyone your past mistakes and failures, encouraging youths to not give up hope on God and to always pursue a Godly life. Wow!

That really blew my mind away.

And it's not like he's some old grandfather. He's still young, with a huge career ahead of him!

I really believe this is what brokenness brings into our lives. When we are so broken before God, we are willing to be used by Him. Our past failures, disappointments and embarrassment can be used by God for His glory, showing everyone His grace, mercy and love.

How many times have we allowed self pride to control us? Just because we want to look good in front of everyone, we put up an false act. How long can we keep up that act?

Why think yourself to be that perfect person on Earth?

I think it's so much easier to be a person that's real, has the courage to admit his mistakes and is broken.

Someone that allows the Holy Spirit to come into his life, and starts living in a Spirit-filled life.

I really love what Pastor said regarding conflicts, strive and all. It's really easy to be condemning, judgmental and all, because it's the flesh! It's always easy to point fingers at others, blame them and become self righteous because you do not want to go through the pain of admitting mistakes and the consequence of it.

But when you have the Holy Spirit in your life, when you are broken, no matter what happens you allow the character of God to come forth during that situation.

You will be the first to forgive, to love, to reconcile.

I really believe that we would be tested in this area almost every stage of our lives. Many times I have failed in the past, but I hope not fail this test again.

Let's be the big hearted ones, the ones carrying the presence of God!

Whatever issues, past hurts and disappointments we have, it's time to give it all to God.

Starting from today, I will push my boundaries of love. Even to those who are different from me.

God, help me!