hMm... i'm still quite amazed by what happened last night, during cellgroup meeting.

during worship, the Holy Spirit showed me so many stuffs about the purpose of emerge conference. He showed me the burden of Pastor Kong and why he's doing all these things. He pratically transported me into the mind of Pastor Kong.

perhaps thats why i felt the burden after Pastor Kong laid hands on me? hEhz=P

i wondered why the Holy Spirit was showing me all these, but i soon realized that there's a purpose and reason behind it. the Holy Spirit showed me this person in the cellgroup and wanted me to tell him what He says.

after cellgroup, i shared with that person what the Holy Spirit has told me and the words came like a mighty river. i never felt so good sharing and encouraging someone and i felt as though i was prophesing.

praise the Lord for such an encounter!!

its certainly great to move in the Spirit and its definitely something that i always want to go through. but there's always a price to pay in something like this. God doesn't just use any tom dick or harry, but He's looking for one that's willing and discliplined.

i wouldn't say that i'm the most willing person and the most discliplined person in the cellgroup, but i still thank God for using me to do His works. the joy of the Lord shall be my strength!!

sometimes when things don't go our way, God looks at our character. how do we handle the situation and how do we deal with it. if we choose the wrong way, how is God going to trust you in His riches?

if you're always filled with a doubting mind, looking for faults in other people yet having a huge log in your own eye, how is God going to trust you too?

its great to worship and to linger in His presence. but we cannot remain at our comfort zones! we got to step out in faith, so that the Holy Spirit WILL be able to lead us to greater heights! if we're not even willing to move out of our comfort zone, how is the Holy Spirit going to mould us and change us for Christ?

a Christian starts to die when he/she is not growing. lets NOT be a dead fish, but lets be like the salmon, that swims upstream.