it's just amazing.

God touched me in a refreshing way during worship today and i just felt myself worshipping at a total new level. all the words came from my heart and i felt as though i was having a conversion with Him. He just came and carried me into His arms and i felt as though i stepped into a Spiritual Realm, with Him only.

after worship, i felt fresh, anointed and ready for the word of God. Pastor Kong preached about finances, to prepare us for arise and build. he said something that really triggered my thinking. "if you give to the arise and build, but you are unable to pay your tidth faithfully, i rather you tidth only."

tidthing enables open heaven over our lives and Pastor Kong is very concerned about this area. if there isn't 100% tidthers, there wouldn't be a full open heaven and miracles, works of God can't be fully operated.

stayed in church after service and had bible studies. went to the security ministry and celebrated tsiu wei and bro lennard's birthday! hehz~ zhaowei and i had a great time hiding away from them as we're the cake carriers, again.

good news to share, PRAISE THE LORD!! bro chongkeng revealed to edwin and i that we would be starting our elites training from next week!! praise the Lord!! i still remember sharing with the ministry my goals and one of them is that i want to be an elite member~ hahAz=)

well.. being an elite is not about.. being better then the rest or the best among all. but i believe being an elite is an totally different area of serving God in security and there's a differnet focus in it. the reason why we were chosen is not because we're the best, but because we're available and committed to the ministry.

bro chongkeng constantly reminded us to guard our hearts, and i believe there's a reason for him to keep repeating that to us=) i feel that he's afraid that pride might swallow us up when we start to serve in elites because everyone has that impression that elites are the best among the best and to be an elite isn't easy.

i guess its really an area God's moulding me hard=)

i just feel so blessed to have zhaowei as a really close brother in Christ. problems we face are almost similar and the thoughts that we have are usually similar.

like what Sister Cynthia says, we're probably placed together by God to encourage one another..