DID YOU GUYS SEE THE CITIGEM COMMERCIAL STARRING JOANNE PEH!?

she's STUNNING!! the moment i saw joanne peh in the wedding dress, i started to go crazy~ she looks absolutely gorgeous!! her dazzling smile, sparkling eyes and looking SUPER sporty in that short spiky hair simply blew me off~

starsearch 2005, anyone interested? =P

several thingys crossed my mind when i was watching the channel 8 show - my lucky charm. shou ge (chew chor ming) finally realizes elizabeth really loves him and is willing to go through all kinds of thick and thin with him.

when they got together, shou ge was extremely nice to her and treated her veryvery nice.

usually, i'll watch this show because of shou ge~ the character in the show portrays a man who speaks of integrity and is actually a soft hearted person. he got betrayed by his own gang members and got into jail for nothing, thinking that he would get redeemed by the gang leader, he went back; but he became a nobody.

he then went to study chinese medicine and after a series of unsuccessful attempts, he finally hit jackpot. but faced another problem, again.

all these times, elizabeth stood by him and was the only one that encouraged and supported shou-ge.

how MUCH more can you ask from a person who's willing to go through all these with a guy?

she was willing to go through all the pain and hurts without letting shou-ge know. she was willing to accept the fact that shou-ge would never like her, but she continued supporting him. she was willing to accept shou-ge's daughter, charlotte, despite his daughter sayin that elizabeth isn't pretty and she wants her mom back.

though this is just a show, it has challenged me to be a better person, husband, bf, whatever, in the future~ to accept my partner's flaws and not to change her to a completely different person.

you can leave egypt, but can egypt leave you?

no doubt, God wants to mould us to be like Christ. but in this process of moulding, our thinking changes and our insides changes. we became a different person, driven for God, hungry for His presence and word.

if everyone were to be exactly like Christ, ain't that gonna be scary? how is the Church going to survive? everyone is unique and each one of us have special talents hidden inside us. God is able to unearth the talents hidden inside us and use it for His glory.

we're moulded to be like Christ, yet we're still uniquely created by Him. we're moulded to who God wants us to be, and not who you want me to be. imagine the depression if 1 fine day, your partner leaves you.

it would be like the end of the world! all you're life, you slaved and changed just to suit his needs, but in the end, he/she just left you alone in the wilderness. you're world comes crashing down and you blame God for everything.

but have you ever thought of this - does God even want this to happen to you? often you hear Christians say that God is a free will God and He gives us choices in life. most of the time, we know that we've made the wrong choice, but we don't backtrack. instead, we think that we are able to pull through and reject God.

often when problems come, you say that its the will of God. but have you ever thought of it that it ISN'T His will, but YOURS!? if you didn't do that in the first place, would all these even happen in the end?

sometimes we think that we've made the right choice, but we fail in the end. does that permit you to reject God? or should you praise God because you've gained something others hasn't?

everybody knows that God is a loving God and He's good. but God is also a Just God and He would Judge everyone! being a fair Judge, do you think that He would let you through if you once pushed all the blame on Him, knowing that its your fault?

God is also a forgiving person. its easy to confess our sins, yet it can be challenging to repent of our sins. God's lookin for true disciples for Christ, not people who's on fire for God, but isn't willing to go through the moulding process.

why don't we pick up our crosses and walk with God. He would lead us out of egypt and to the promised land. make no doubt about it, egypt maybe still in us, but God is able to use it for His glory.

the catch - do you want to be discipled?