Sunday, April 25, 2004

woke up extremely early... not by chance, but by noises.

sigh... i seriously wonder why my mom is making a huge fuss of everything... from the furniture, to the wires and even to the floor, she wants it to be properly planned and arranged for the aircon man.

seems like we have to do a major overhaul at home again, packing and throwing all our stuffs because she said so, and she would be standing by the door, scolding us, asking why do we always have so much junks in our rooms. even my sister's clothes were targetted...

but, in the storeroom, a specially fixed pole was fixed specially for my mom's old clothes... there must be about close to 100 hangers there? why ain't she making a fuss out of that?

i wasn't spared either. my room is always declared messy and dusty.

then, the huge arguement between my parents. the topic ranges from the current issue to even mahjong sessions... what's wrong with them!?

i guess they are trying to be the next gambling king and queens, winning all the rounds in mahjong with their superb tactics. but, don't they realise that mahjong is NOT about skill!? the first time i played mahjong with my friends, i won! no matter how skilled you are in something, there's always something higher and greater then you are.

even i was dragged into that argument. as i was taking my lunch, my mom told me about commitment to my church, and said that i should be there just to take a look. of cause, i didn't reply as i'm tired of answering her. then, she changed the topic to Priest Kang...

seriously, there wasn't any link, and i started to argue back. i asked her about her views on the issue without waiting for her answer, i said - this outside world is corrupted. whatever people do is their problem, what can we do? i think that you should straighten out your life first.

sounds a little harsh, but that's the truth.

Priest Kang took 5.1 million from the church funds, and he bought properties in malaysia and singapore, maybe he felt that it would bring profit to the church. maybe, in his mind, he wanted to invest in the properties he bought. buying at a low price, then selling off at a higher price.

perhaps he made a mistake by allowing his "daughters" stay in the flats, but does that mean that he bought the house for his own personal use? why would 1 person buy so many houses?! does he need so many~?

the canon law says that the Priest is allowed to take the funds, as long as it brings profits to the church. Priest Kang must have thought that the properties would bring profits to the church, and he invested in them. it's like stocks!

anyway, regarding this Priest Kang issue, i haven been reading up, but that's my penny's worth of though.

why is everyone making a huge fuss out of everything single thing!? when it can be done the easiler, less complicated way! why is everyone thinking of complex stuffs when 1 + 1 = 2!?

arguements are common, it's everywhere! but what's the MAIN point of arguing!? to CORRECT someone or to CHANGE someone?

to correct someone because you love him, to change someone because you love him? both sounds logical. but, if you love someone, you ACCEPT the way he is, and you don't CHANGE him, because you love the way he is. how can we change a adult in 5 minutes!? his attitude, character has been with him for years! can we expect him to be changed within a night? NO! he can't be born again physically!

is there such a family where everyone lives happily under one roof, no arguments, but pure love to one another?

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