its sunday~ but, i wasn't serving today as its my team's off day. still, saw many familar faces when i stepped into church as their teams are serving today=P

pastor tan preached a very powerful message today regarding the presence of God. without the presence of God, which is a terrible feeling, you would be feeling empty and lonesome. everything you do would be emotionless and systematic. in your mind, you would be thinking what are you thinking of, or your mind would be a complete blank.

its something really bad and naturally, doubts come into your mind. which isn't very good because you start to disregard stuffs and do things the way you want. thus, leading to many problems, troubles and eventually, bringing sadness to yourself when you could have prevented it.

sometimes i wish that i was like Jesus Christ, who convinced great numbers of people through his stories and scriptures. He's so anointed that people worshipped Him after He said a word of wisdom into their lives.

of cause, i do not want people to worship at my feet because we all should only worship 1 God, 1 Lord, Jesus Christ. but, i do want his anointing, to soften hearts, move mountains into the sea, do miracles and wonders, to heal the broken hearted and sick.

but then again, its not me who does all these science and wonders. its God! i'm just his tool whom He uses and all i have to do is obey His voice. so often, He speaks to us, but we choose to ignore it and blame God when everything goes wrong in life.

its really sad to see a talented person fading away from God. you know all the promises of God, yet it isn't working in your life. why is that so? have you been ignoring the voice of God? why do you fear someone else more then you fear God?

over the years, God has blessed you with so much stuffs. did you even realize it? your gifts and talents surpass many people, yet its still left untouched...