the point of no return, returns!

finally after a long break, i went to the gym!! together with weilun and herman~

met lun at 5 and we headed down to CCK gym without hermzie because he had to buy stuffs for his final year project. i guess we didn't manage our "strength" properly and by one hour, both of us were kinda tired already.

slacked and waited for hermzie till 7.15pm.

went for second round and it was really challenging~ loLz=P i kept reducing the weights and even repetitions! heHz=P we went to the free weights corner and played around too~ tried the bar thingy, which weighs 20kg by itself, and lifted it. it was quite an experience~

all the gym training went to waste after we had dinner at KFC!! hahaZz~

sharon asked me something really interesting yesterday, i wonder how did she know too. she asked why i'm not focusing in CellGroup ministry, but focusing in Security ministry.

was quite shocked when she asked me that, and that issue has been on my mind for quite sometime.

no doubt, its my dream to rise up and be a cellgroup leader, leading a group of on fire Christians for the Lord. but, i remember a close friend of mine telling me that lives would be in my hands and if i'm not prepared, i might just screw up their lives.

its a HUGE responsibility.

so i guess i just want to be trained more.

i plan to stay in security until i complete SOT training, year 1 perhaps? that would take me 4 years from now on.

call it faithless or whatever, but i do not want to make mistakes like that. unless of course, if God's plan is for me to be a cellgroup leader now, i would have no choice but to obey Him.

now there's another question being thrown at me.

why am i single? loLz=P

not asked by sharon, but several of my friends. they all say that i'm bf material and they DON'T believe that i wouldn't have a gf. loLz=P

for this question, i've totally no idea why i'm still single.

maybe i'm just too goodlooking that female species feel that they are not good enough for me.

crap.

i guess its just the fear of rejection and i would rather the female species take the first step~ or HINT GREATLY so that even a klutz would know that the female species likes him. lolz=P

anyway.. i'll leave this to God. let Him decide~ i feel that i've been called to singlehood=/ maybe i'm the next pope. LOL!!