hmm. took a cab back after taking dinner with ryan and his friend. the bus took ages to arrive, and i was extremely tired.

i feel like shouting at the top of my voice, speak to someone who truely understands me, or someone who is able to read my mind. PLEASE TELL ME WHAT'S GOING THROUGH MY MIND NOW!

indeed, life is not a bed of roses, even if it is, there are thorns.

going through one of those days again, thinking of what am i thinking. i really can't express them out in words here, but the feeling really stinks. it seems that you got many thoughts / problems in your mind, but you are unable to extract them.

feeling a little better now, chatting with wanqiu. she shared with me how to overcome problems like this. i got to be strong.