Thursday, June 03, 2004

day 2 emerge conference!

even though i had very little sleep, i forced myself to stay awake, and God's presence kept me awake throughout the day. its another powerful day with impacting messages that really encouraged me.

now i know that being righteous is useless when i'm not holy and obeying Lord Jesus Christ no matter what we are called to do. if we want to serve God, serve him whole heartedly, and when God tests us, do it.

and we seek refuge in God's shelter and when His calling comes upon us, grab it and never let it go.

finally, the presence of the Holy Spirit.

its always very easy saying it, but when the real stuffs come, its always a challenge. this emerge conference really changed my life a lot and i began to view things differently.

i felt a rush last night as i was bathing - bring revival to my cellgroup. i shared with xiaojia and sharmaine what i felt and thought, frankly, i didn't know what were on their minds as they suddenly got very quiet, then we had to go back to church.

i really need more support cause i can come up with loads of stuffs, but i need action! there's no one man army, there is no - okie, you take the lead, we follow behind.

i believe there were stuffs that you guys disagree with me, and i'm still young in Christ, so i may not know much stuffs. but one thing i know, that i really desire to grow in Christ. i really don't want to get tired serving God and i don't want to stay at the same level.

i feel very blessed to be in the parade of schools. i found great friends, who i can share freely with, with a common goal in life. thank God for this great bunch of brothers and sisters...

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