Thursday, August 26, 2004

Common Test, Day 4

a day of happenings - thin line between death and life.

NF test today was rather easy, if i studied a little harder, i would be extremely confident now. but, i fear for my section B of the paper; there were several straight forward questions that i forgotten.

cellgroup was next~! thank God that sijie actually bothered to help me check the buses that reach bukit merah view, else i would be stuck at redhill. loLx=P

stepped into the lift and someone familar came into the lift too. she's an usher from CHC and somehow, we gave each other a smile. then, i realised that she's from CHC (a little wols) and i asked her if she's going for cellgroup meeting~ loLx=P

stepped into the house, and i was pretty amazed. i'm one of the smallest, again~! hAaz! most of them seems to be working adults and some of them are even married. so, i was like a little boy there, but thank God i wasn't showered with pampers~ LOLx!!

quite a number of them came up to me and introduced themselves, including the girl at the lift. hAHaz~ its hard trying to remember their names, but i guess i'm able to remember their faces~ =P

cellgroup started after playing games and the presence of God was so tangible. a lot of time was spent worshipping the Lord and singing in tongues. this phrase then came into my mind - worship God with all your heart, worshipping in spirit and in truth.

so, when we worship in the spirit, its the Holy Spirit thats guiding us as He gives us utterance. when this really happens you won't want to stop worshipping Jesus.

i guess thats the reason why worship was extremely long~ loLx=)

sermon was even better. spoke directly to me, again. hAaz=) discipline in prayers!! need that really badly as i'm taking prayers for granted and i realised few nights ago that its been a long time since i sat down and prayed.

after cell, we had refreshments. well, i wanted to help out as there isn't much guys in the cell, so i went to the kitchen, hoping for something to do. but, sadly, i was chased out of the kitchen because i'm their "guest". kept insisting that i wanted to help, but i was forced back to the living room~ loLx=P

was informed that they were having desserts for refreshments and it was really a spread. green bean, cheng ting, bananas and fried carrot cake?

didn't take much of the food as i did a survey~ hAaz~ attributes bookshop survey~

stayed back and waited for vene as she gave me a lift home~ hEhee~

reached home and shortly afterwards, something happened!!! there was a HUGE commotion 2 blocks away from my block and there were 2 fire engines, several police cars and MANY KPO singaporeans! HAhaz! called peiwen, who happens to stay opposite my block, to check things out~

soon, my mom and i made our way down and i managed to get peiwen to join us too~ loLx=)

it was a case of attempt suicide.

the airbags were in place and the civil defense personnel managed to catch her, before the lady tried to do anything to herself. thank God~!

it was pretty interesting talking to peiwen about what could have happened. its been such a LONG time since we last met, and we're still the same. suanning each other at any possible moment and joking around~ hAHaz~

no falling bodies in the end, just a lady strapped to the stretcher. well, thank God~!

but, i guess her penalty would be heavy. she would be charged with attempting suicide and charges of the equipments, fire engines, policemen and many many other stuffs~ so, a lesson to learn here.

if you wanna suicide, think again!

firstly, the bible says that suicide is a SIN!!

secondly, if you fail to die, you would SUFFER, get CHARGED and make everyone else in your family SUFFER TOGETHER.

lastly, i'm sure there's GREATER stuffs awaiting you when your alive=)

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